anyone? anyone?

So I have been thinking a lot about life and stuff, and a thought popped into my head. I know I'm not alone in this unusal world, but what if I really am. What if all the peope around me are mere players in this cruel game of life. I don't want to say matrix, but rather more like the movie The thirtheenth floor. For those of you that don't know the movie, let me ruin it for you. It's basically about this group of game programmers that create this virtual world where they are able to jack themselves in and play as one of hte characters. Kind of like matrix in reverse. So anyways, they end up finding out that the world they thought they were in was actually a fake world, and that they were a virutal world that in itself created a virtual world. get it?

So basically I feel that I'm in this alternate reality trying to understand how to get out, if there is in fact a way out. Make sense? Sure does to me. Maybe it's just the frustration of being so secluded all of the time that I am driving myself insane. Or maybe its because I dont have satellite tv anymore so all I can watch are dawson creek reruns. Either way, this blows. Seems like time and the world is at a standstill for me while its going full blast for those around me.

Stupid world, wheres the damn play button on my life remote?!

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Thirteenth Floor
matrix